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Some of my favorite FindS and CreationS in 2008
:thumb35766782: The Secret
Clouds in my Coffee
River Maiden II
Nikki
.White heart.
Abandoning Myself
tic . tac . toe
I see the way
black balloons
:thumb59292266: I won’t just let you…
Are You Ten Years Ago?
before I run away
:thumb72615709: the tigers have found me
speaking of art
I need a job
Dude, Grow up.
Careless
:thumb43097020: Paralel
:thumb74407099: up close
Forgive Me.
:thumb62361394: women are the world
:thumb74520360: wait.
the dream of a butterfly
fiqrebshimotovlili
:thumb74699313: don’t walk away in silence
:thumb12093806: Strength
No. Not Julie.
:thumb63723807: Music for the eyes 2
Books and Covers
AThousand Dark Corners
rubix rox
What It Comes Down To
:thumb73095154: Study
Variable
Bittersweet Symphony
Oh, just go nameless
What Does
Just Fifteen.
Elena2
Little Big Guy
10 things I loved about you
:thumb75175663: No need to explain – Liberty
Anger
Real Lies
Do Not Touch Me
Mary had a little lamb.
With Every Lonely Tear
Sunset Junction
Quietly awaiting spring
Perish
Hospital
don’t die in me
caring is creepy
:thumb73109076: pray
To Be…
:thumb76795816: Flowers and Stems I
Wild Child II
:thumb32865575: I dreamt I was a mountain
:thumb74619437: untileddddd
She'd TellHimAboutHer Dreams
.escape.
Vlindersluetel
:thumb77331862: Billie
sometimes in my dreams i…
Identity Squared
What else is there
Lack of Inspiration
:thumb81206096: You All Assume
:thumb76662729: Imagine
pannajoanna
DDD 95
:thumb68131469: discovering something new
STEPH II
me without you
Still Waiting
Invalid.
:thumb80585474: gitana .
:thumb79961938: Angels’ Tales
:thumb79955190: Teddy Bear II
Dear Little Molly
:thumb59566564: softer
Of Emotions.
Red button. Consequence.
you can scream, you can shout
Bulletproof, I Wish I was.
crawling
To Keep Me Breathing
Untitled
it was all right
cyan
:thumb78201958: take its course
Something Is.
:thumb83978881: lost again
im.Pulse
My Memory is Cruel
Pas de Chat II
Sweet Dreams
The Sylvia’s back
I held you closer
Goodbye.
people . always . leave.
The Phone Doesn’t Ring II
Freedom
Ewaa.
Please Just Keep Breathing
:thumb82125382: scissorhands
can I bring my friend to tea?
SELFparanoidB+W
:thumb61508724: flexible
:thumb64679183: A scene
Not Every Girl
:thumb81074548: Don’t leave me now
:thumb81011628: CAUGHT
:thumb80940980: What Dancing Ape?
Green eyes
Do not look back
:thumb93798184: karolina.3
:thumb93682364: May Angels Lead You In
:thumb93401787: music of silence
Bed
Never listen to you
:thumb92346170: - mytisk:anthousai III –
Dust fairy
closer to heaven
:thumb91377788: None of us were angels
Katie.
Rain Dance
:thumb73588429: C.answer
At Least
Gina is losing faith
cure
You promised.
Alena_10
Pure Love
Tortoise’s step
:thumb87478123: slowianie
:thumb101881409: thisisnotaninvitationtorapeme
She let him go
:thumb100454334: Shadow Dancer
before it’s too late..
:thumb88546872: Innocence
:thumb92646399: ::Hold me back::
Dreamer
Slow. Motion.Sick
Duality
Closer
:thumb100571278: I miss the way your body burns
_Diary of a sleepless mind
Angel’s Wings
:thumb95802084: antykwariat
Need A Little Kindness
The suicide note.
Hug
I want to be just like you.
butterflyes cares for me
smile like you mean it
I’m strong
:thumb103133825: Last Warmth
:thumb89841191: Obsession.
Girl on a wall
.behind . the . rain . diamonds.
Childhood’s dream
_Colder.
I’m broken
Deep deep sea
:thumb102451411: over and over
old days.
:thumb83819211: The beautiful blue
TO WRITE LOVE ON HER ARMS
theres Hope for the hopeLess
The Scent of Your Skin
The little one
:thumb99988987: you can call me unperfect
:thumb96603361: unknown.89
:thumb102021474: Dario Fo moments
:thumb104279901: Only when I sleep
I put this in front of me
:thumb83400003: Baby,I forgot to take my meds
:thumb59258292: Childhood is calling
:thumb92357171: hey there Delilah
Leave – Don’t
leave me alone
defend oneself.
butterfly kisses
:thumb107872442: Coffee with milk
:thumb107910914: - mytisk:light elf –
:thumb78827269: irrational fear?
Stop Hating Your Body
Maybe Its All In My Head
:thumb66420973: Someday Not Like Today
Filled With Dying Dreams
:thumb99783787: answers
Freedom
Summer is gone
I am
shh
:thumb82385734: Filth In The Beauty
:thumb100500961: Glueck, Luck
R a r e
:thumb106218817: The Dreams of the white Rabbit
:thumb35766782: The Secret
Mature Content
River Maiden II
Nikki
.White heart.
Abandoning Myself
tic . tac . toe
I see the way
black balloons
:thumb59292266: I won’t just let you…
Are You Ten Years Ago?
before I run away
:thumb72615709: the tigers have found me
speaking of art
I need a job
Dude, Grow up.
Careless
:thumb43097020: Paralel
:thumb74407099: up close
Forgive Me.
:thumb62361394: women are the world
:thumb74520360: wait.
the dream of a butterfly
Mature Content
:thumb74699313: don’t walk away in silence
:thumb12093806: Strength
No. Not Julie.
:thumb63723807: Music for the eyes 2
Books and Covers
AThousand Dark Corners
rubix rox
What It Comes Down To
:thumb73095154: Study
Variable
Bittersweet Symphony
Oh, just go nameless
What Does
Just Fifteen.
Elena2
Little Big Guy
10 things I loved about you
:thumb75175663: No need to explain – Liberty
Anger
Real Lies
Do Not Touch Me
Mary had a little lamb.
With Every Lonely Tear
Sunset Junction
Quietly awaiting spring
Perish
Hospital
don’t die in me
caring is creepy
:thumb73109076: pray
To Be…
:thumb76795816: Flowers and Stems I
Wild Child II
:thumb32865575: I dreamt I was a mountain
:thumb74619437: untileddddd
She'd TellHimAboutHer Dreams
.escape.
Vlindersluetel
:thumb77331862: Billie
sometimes in my dreams i…
Identity Squared
What else is there
Lack of Inspiration
:thumb81206096: You All Assume
:thumb76662729: Imagine
pannajoanna
DDD 95
:thumb68131469: discovering something new
STEPH II
me without you
Still Waiting
Invalid.
:thumb80585474: gitana .
:thumb79961938: Angels’ Tales
:thumb79955190: Teddy Bear II
Dear Little Molly
:thumb59566564: softer
Of Emotions.
Red button. Consequence.
you can scream, you can shout
Bulletproof, I Wish I was.
crawling
To Keep Me Breathing
Untitled
it was all right
cyan
:thumb78201958: take its course
Something Is.
:thumb83978881: lost again
im.Pulse
My Memory is Cruel
Pas de Chat II
Sweet Dreams
The Sylvia’s back
I held you closer
Goodbye.
people . always . leave.
The Phone Doesn’t Ring II
Freedom
Ewaa.
Please Just Keep Breathing
:thumb82125382: scissorhands
can I bring my friend to tea?
SELFparanoidB+W
:thumb61508724: flexible
:thumb64679183: A scene
Not Every Girl
:thumb81074548: Don’t leave me now
:thumb81011628: CAUGHT
:thumb80940980: What Dancing Ape?
Green eyes
Do not look back
:thumb93798184: karolina.3
:thumb93682364: May Angels Lead You In
:thumb93401787: music of silence
Bed
Never listen to you
:thumb92346170: - mytisk:anthousai III –
Dust fairy
closer to heaven
:thumb91377788: None of us were angels
Katie.
Rain Dance
:thumb73588429: C.answer
At Least
Gina is losing faith
cure
You promised.
Alena_10
Pure Love
Tortoise’s step
:thumb87478123: slowianie
:thumb101881409: thisisnotaninvitationtorapeme
She let him go
:thumb100454334: Shadow Dancer
before it’s too late..
:thumb88546872: Innocence
:thumb92646399: ::Hold me back::
Dreamer
Slow. Motion.Sick
Duality
Closer
:thumb100571278: I miss the way your body burns
_Diary of a sleepless mind
Angel’s Wings
:thumb95802084: antykwariat
Need A Little Kindness
The suicide note.
Hug
I want to be just like you.
butterflyes cares for me
smile like you mean it
I’m strong
:thumb103133825: Last Warmth
:thumb89841191: Obsession.
Girl on a wall
.behind . the . rain . diamonds.
Childhood’s dream
_Colder.
I’m broken
Deep deep sea
:thumb102451411: over and over
old days.
:thumb83819211: The beautiful blue
TO WRITE LOVE ON HER ARMS
theres Hope for the hopeLess
The Scent of Your Skin
The little one
:thumb99988987: you can call me unperfect
:thumb96603361: unknown.89
:thumb102021474: Dario Fo moments
:thumb104279901: Only when I sleep
I put this in front of me
:thumb83400003: Baby,I forgot to take my meds
:thumb59258292: Childhood is calling
:thumb92357171: hey there Delilah
Leave – Don’t
leave me alone
defend oneself.
butterfly kisses
:thumb107872442: Coffee with milk
:thumb107910914: - mytisk:light elf –
:thumb78827269: irrational fear?
Stop Hating Your Body
Maybe Its All In My Head
:thumb66420973: Someday Not Like Today
Filled With Dying Dreams
:thumb99783787: answers
Freedom
Summer is gone
I am
shh
:thumb82385734: Filth In The Beauty
:thumb100500961: Glueck, Luck
R a r e
:thumb106218817: The Dreams of the white Rabbit
.. a sadness, a goodbye ..
it's not like you didn't all see this coming.
i don't upload art.
i don't return comments often.
i haven't been thanking anyone for faves.
i don't log onto my groups i should be managing.
i don't update my journal because of fear.
i don't make polls anymore really.
i don't do features and news articles or contests.
i'm barely online at all on dA.
i've seen this happen so many times to artists i love and i hate that i'm becoming one of them.
but, now you have it:
my official dA resignation/hiatus.
i'll still be viewing art (commenting and faving; just not as frequently.)
i may upload a picture or writing when it comes to me.
and
my wish for you + 60day chip photos.
if you were unfortunate enough for me to have your phone number, you received a text message with the following sentiment. but, there are, of course, many, many other people i'd like to extend the same wishes to and spread my words of gratitude on toward. so, i've decided to comprise a note here and share with those i wasn't able to earlier.
[*cough* this also means if you'd like to give me your number, i'd be much obliged.]
so, at an ungodly hour of the morning, a text with a photo of a girl holding a dear friend, with their backs to the camera as they overlook an incredible mountainside - along with a radiant, infectious song promising
.. dear earl ..
Dear Earl,
Last night, when it hit midnight and the date on my phone changed - those numbers staring back at me - my heart sunk.
I made it through June's losses.
....but it's today.
There's something about today that is making me so sick to my stomach.
Maybe it's that it's more real to me here.
Last year I was 600+ miles away and hating the distance.
Now, I'm right here, in my home. So close to you.
......and I can't take it.
Maybe it's that I spent the whole past year destroying myself in an actual attempt to keep myself alive because I no longer wanted to live.
.......i've been fighting the desire to live or not to for nearly a fu
.. day 60 ..
was yesterday!
i won't get my chip for a little while because i like getting them at a different one-a-month meeting where my dad attended rehab.
when that happens, i'll post pictures
sorry i'm not very active,
i've been doing soooo much stuff outside,
living at barnes and noble,
doing art,
therapy work...
LISTENING TO LOTSSS OF MUSIC
[exhausted]
it's also been a month filled with ER visits,
stitches,
a local shooting,
unusual family activity,
brutal arguments with my dad,
police,
and all sorts of hullaballoo.
so i'm a bit maxed.
but!
i'm new to last.fm
and don't know much about it.
but my account's http://www.last.fm/us
© 2008 - 2024 carvingbackbone
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